Monday, March 07, 2011

THE HARDEST POST I HAVE EVER WRITTEN!





Six months ago I sat in church waiting to take communion. The pastor introduced the bread and the wine, explaining their significance and the importance of this most holy sacrament. I ate the bread, I drank the juice and was about to dispose of my cup until something stopped me. It was weird, it was unexplainable at the time...so I just threw the cup in my purse. Days later I was searching for something in my purse when I heard a strange rattle. It was my communion cup! I held the cup in my hand and just stared at this tiny little clear vessel. The Lord spoke to me at that moment. Now I knew why I couldn't throw this cup away! The cup needed to be an important reminder to me.

I spend Monday through Friday at ACCESS Homeless Shelter for women. Friday at 4:00 pm I clock out, turn off my office light and leave for home. My weekends are full of fun activities, family events and yes...church on Sunday and once a month...communion. As I walk out that door, 45 people are left inside. Women and children who will spend another weekend at a shelter. Women and children who may not have the same opportunity to enjoy activities, family events and church. Many of our women profess a faith in Jesus...but because of their situation...cannot attend a church. They don't get a chance to experience the blessed experience of partaking in communion with other believers.

To me...this little cup represents one more month that our shelter needs to exist. Oh how I wish we didn't. How I wish we could "go out of business." How I wish the 45 could be sitting with me at church!

Each month, after I take communion, I place the cup in my purse. Unfortunately, as the picture shows, six months have gone by and our shelter still needs to exist. The rattle in my purse has become louder.'

I want the rattle to end! I want homelessness to end for these women and children. I want brokenness to stop for them. I mostly want you and I to look upon their brokenness and do something. Join me!

Sunday, March 06, 2011

It was a beautiful sight!

It was a beautiful sight! Let me explain. A local church had taken ACCESS on as a missions project. They were committing to come to ACCESS more than one time. In fact they had committed to coming several times a month. It began with their desire to paint and decorate. One day they approached me with the idea of bringing desserts for the clients and providing a time of fellowship. When the day arrived, the ladies carried in their homemade treats which included breads, muffins and chocolate covered strawberries. YUMMY! Which dessert do you think went the fastest? You got it…the strawberries. It was obvious why? You see…it was a treat that they rarely received. They were beautiful, delicate, and special. Someone took the time to make it by hand. It took effort! They were not being made for a fancy high priced restaurant...they were being made for a homeless shelter.

I returned to my office for awhile and then came back down to “peek” at the fellowship time. I could hardly see through the tears in my eyes. What I saw were seven women enjoying time together. What I saw were seven women laughing and sharing stories. I didn’t see four women from a church and three homeless women. I didn’t see four women who “had it all together” and three who were still trying. What I saw was the church being the church. What I saw was God’s love being shared without a Bible open. What I saw were lives being changed.

What I saw were women who made an amazing "effort" to reach the broken.

What I saw...was a beautiful thing!